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Friday, December 31, 2004
22:03 yay! haha..finally got new fone liao...haha so happy... n excited cos sch's reopening!!! haha...oh ya.. so cool ytd... watched 2 movies in8 hrs... so nice loh...haha cos dun think i'll have time to watch movies with st nix pple lah... so sad... Saturday, December 25, 2004
18:46 merry stoning Merry christmas everyone... somehow i thot today i'll be quite occupied... maybe with watching e tv or reading bks... but i just dunno wat to do... i laid on my bed n start stoning... just dunno why,i seem to enjoy stoning a lot... maybe i stoned a lot during classes... i shld kick e habit but it will be difficult man... anw,i was thinking abt wat to do nxt yr maybe i shld change myself a bit try to save more money n do smth remarkable... haha...dreaming only... but i really do hope to acheive smth great nxt yr do smth i've nv tried b4 or smth i would nv have imagined myself doing... haha...really wan to change myself... no longer e day-dreamer but someone who is very crazy n daring... yes...tt's wt i'm going to do nxt yr... look forward to tt... Thursday, December 23, 2004
19:32 independence ok.i'm all on my own though joyce is going to vj too she's not taking e same subj as me wat... so it leaves me on my own. ok.i shall be strong n mix arnd. they wun bite me anw. e most they eat me la... but tt's e only way to survive one... yes.siye u can do it! Wednesday, December 22, 2004
13:58 *pray hard today is quite a impt day to me though it's not going to affect me directly... but still it will decide e fate of my friends n me for e nxt 2 yrs... i hope tt e call will be bringing gd news to them... *cross fingers* i really need lots of luck to pass to my friends... come everyone,let's pray hard for all those tt appealed... hope they will all get into e jc they want... Monday, December 20, 2004
22:35 wat a day.... so tired.. no job,no money,no new sch bag... someone sponsor me den... but dun give me some kind of lobang like cleaning ur rm for $4/hr... i'll kill u... Friday, December 17, 2004
10:21 ok...i got into vj like tt loh... but e rd ahead is long lah... i'll keep walking den... Sunday, December 12, 2004
14:07 home sweet home slept for 18hrs within 24hrs... went home aft camp ytd aft sleeping for only 2 hrs... plop down on bed at 2pm n woke up at 7pm aft my sis woke me up i was still very blur when my told me "7 alr!wake up!" still thot i slept till e nxt morning lah... den i ate my dinner n went back to sleep at 10pm... sleep until 11am this morning cos i was too cold... or else i think i can sleep even longer... shell go back to sleep later still feeling a bit drowsy... Saturday, December 11, 2004
13:53 till we meet again... farewell my friends... no matter how we are reluctant to part, we have to face e truth... but dun worry my friensd, i'll promise i'll rmb everything tt happen during this farewell camp... e sparkles,cards,e sleepless nite... take care my friend... i'll lock these memories up in a box n keep it in e most secure place in my heart... so no one can ever take them away from me... Monday, December 06, 2004
20:50 sotong.... have been a fool all this weeks... e secret was out long time ago it's just tt no one said anything but i dun think it means they wun say anything wait till she comes back... e concert yesterday was half boring half interesting not a total success i think some of e songs were too sad only until e ending den e atmostphere became liveier... but nvm lah... since it was a long time ago since i went for a concert... but i still dun like e seats....haha Sunday, December 05, 2004
11:27 hangman die...e secret is out... wat shld i do... guess i'll have to face e music... shld have known it'll come someday... shall be brave,though i'm not... just get ready to shut my ears out frm those scoldings... scared man... just hoping to dig a hole n bury myself in dere and nv have to come out again... Saturday, December 04, 2004
13:29 sleeping monster dunno wat's wrong with me nowadays... during e exams period i'll wish for more sleep but just cant get enough of it i shld be having all e sleep i need now since it's e holidays.. but e thing is tt i'll wake up as early as 8 no matter wat time i turn in e previous nite... i shld be sleeping like a pig till 11 plus one.... but i just cant acheive it... oso...i've been trapped in e hse for e pat one wk... getting a bit bored here... hope my mum will come back soon so i will not have to be e maid in e house anymore n i will have presents when she comes back!!! been thinking for e past few days since i like to daze so much... been wondering whether i have really lived my life to e fullest for e past 16 years... dere seems to be so many things i want to do yet i cant afford e time, money n attention... my piriorities have been occuppied... n i'm still under e strict control of my parents... they dun seem to trust me for everything tt i do... they even think tt i lied to them abt going to a concert for going out with my friends... demanded me to bring e ticket back to show them ... do i look tt untrustable? i dunno... let time tells.... now i just want to sink back into my dreams and nv wake up... |